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okay babes... its been super fun but im moving my journal.. new journal new problems... new boys... new fun... so be a part of it... you know you wanna click it bitch. i made the banner and friends only thing all by myself... yes i made it with my own mouse! and aida put it all up for me!! <333
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OKAY... to all the faggot sherlocks out there as i stated to aida... i think you need to lay off the milton bradley board games... this is not a game of clue.. so get your momma's panty hose off because obviously theyre cutting off your circulation so badly that your sorry excuse of a brain has ceased to function yet again. so hear me now.. be thankful it wasn't me who did it.. but sure if you want when you pay the measly 20 bucks it costs to buy an emblem i will happily pluck it off for you... hows that faggot? and john the whole monkey thing was cute but i bet you did it yourself.. okay so there was an abercrombie bag at the scene of the stupidity and so automatically it was me because the guy im dating happens to work there. oh john you are sooo stupid.. i bet maybe will flew down all the way from colorado just to do that... your a fucking genious... incase you havent realized it this is a little something i call sarcasm which i totally didnt expect you to define because you are still as dumb as you were 10 years ago. and zach i never told you jack shit... however i can and will make your life a living hell and make sure that the only girl you date besides your second cuousins are girls that have wide set vaginas so that your obese fingers can actually fit. this is so gay. so thats the last time i bring it up. and zach your not as high and mighty as you think you are. stop trying to rub it in my face that you have a mercedes and i have a scion... im over it and you should be too. i own more cars then you ever will in a lifetime but excuse me if i never rubbed that in your face. i have humble beginnings and i like to keep it that way. and if you want to race... let me get out the viper... i could use a good fucking laugh. love to all people who arent faggots.
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| and he shall get what he deserved! - its a song....lol |
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Hey you guys guess what?? in case everyone failed to notice zachary see has a mercedes! yay zachary!!! a fucking USED MERCEDES!!! ive always wanted to get a used car! so what i have a scion yes zach maybe your car can "beat" my car but guess what?? i can beat YOUR fukcing face in. and if you beg to differ i will call bullshit ON YOU! yes thats right blondie. i think you are a fat fingered whore who needs to learn a thing or two about sexuality. the 1st lesson being that there are other suitable girlfriends besides your mother, the 3 cent whore on the streets of sanibel. by the way im glad you dont drive a stick shift because when you granny shifted your way through town... the transmission would cry out reminding your dad of the sound you made when he 1st stuck it up your asshole. and shawn murphey./ 1st off you are not black contrary to your primary belief which therefore tells me that you are a dumb bubba. excuse me for being brown at least im not red like you! and by the way learn to spell... SHAWN is just so tired and is for black people you jiggaboo! well i had an awesome night... no thanks to the fruitcakes who live on sanibel.. and to the ... girl *cough* that was in John's car im sorry we weren't properly introduced but trust me it's okay because john won't keep you past three weeks. but hey the world is cruel. by the way kyle i miss you and haven't heard form you in a while... you must have a new girlfriend?? lol perhaps a literate one this time! yay go kyle. rock the boat! peace out... hey look guys its a mercedes... its a scion... oh wait its reena!
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| christmas eve... |
[24 Dec 2004|05:15pm] |
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i woke up at 7 today and had work at 8. it was alot of fun. LOVE TO EMMY FLYNN! my favorite thing ever... and to madison. anyways. aida hasnt called me.. that TRAMP! lol jk anyways after i came home i took pepi to pet smart and i bought him 40 bucks worth of christmas stuff for my little prince. i love him sooo much. then we came home and i showered then helped mom wrap presents while watching sleepless in seattle. i <3 that movie. then i slept because its mid night mass night.
happy birthday jesus!!
p.s. will i miss you <333 hurry home ass hole!
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[22 Dec 2004|07:58pm] |
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well i miss the two of you more than you guys will ever know! im trying to do my best to find aida the most perfect christmas present and i think i did? lol ugh i miss them sooo much. hurry home. i was wondering if i didnt update hardly any of you would remember i was alive. and then you guys get pissed at me. oh and special love to audra who forgets im alive... and while im at it... some special love for katie who forgets more than just the fact that im here. well you guys get the point... merry christmas from a real friend. but to the people who actually call me and remember me.. thank you so much. haha my dad came home and handed me 100 dollars... i was like what the fuck are u ok? lol wow it caught be my surprise.
** thank you for showing me that some friends cannot be trusted.. and thank you for lying to me.. the friendship,the good times we had... you can have them back... the tables turn again you'll remember me my friend.You'll be wishing I was there for you
I'll be the one you miss the most,But you'll only find my ghost.As time goes by, you'll wonder why you're all alone.**
so my dearest friends... the joke... is on you
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i miss him already <333 he left at 4.00 this afternoon... my little heart just skipped a beat. AND... aida leaves tomorrow that bastard! lol she's coming back the 27th? and will comes back to me on january 4th.... two weeks... it's too long. the longest ive ever been without physically seeing him was 1 week and i almost died. oh well maybe it'll make it better for us although its almost perfect. i went to work today at 10.00 and i got off at 3.00 but i got to draw blood for the very 1st time on a diabetic cat named goofy.. today was a little yorky named madison's birthday!! happy birthday to madison! i go into work tomorrow at 11-3. and i work all week... even on christmas eve but i love my job. i just hope that camden is safe in colorado and that my will gets there okay too. his cat charley missed him too much! lol. well i guess im gunna go and do something. i dont know what yet. hmm special love to aida,allie, will, maria, and others.
Happy Holidays
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| yes usher... its official... ive got it bad |
[20 Dec 2004|02:01pm] |
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hey babez. okay so yesterday (sunday) was pretty shitty... went to church and my family ...cousins... are so mean to me they make fun of me telling me im ugly and shit and saying i cant dance? so i vibrated upfront of them and they shut up really really quick. my mom was like clapping saying "oh that's my girl!!" lol shes too cute. but still they used to call me batteries because i had no boobs (size AA. whatever things have most definately changed... everything has small beginnings. so then after that i stayed home... slept... awaited will's call. then aida and i phone watched tv... lol we watched the sweetest thing! what an effing spectacular movie. then 40 days and 40 nights and then nip/tuck... made bets on when will was gunna call and he didnt. so i texted the bastard and almost cried because i was so upset... only to be awoken at 1.30 with texts from him... he was liek oblivious to the fact he was supposed to call. he's too cute. so he made me promise him to call him the second i woke up so we could go out early. and i couldnt sleep so i woke up at like 8.00 thinking he wouldnt be up but around 9 he texted and was like are u awake? lol so then he called me and he is just sooo sweet. the perfect guy. he lets me pick everything even if it means he has to drive forever. but im so sweet i let him pick lol. so we go to barns and noble and he ordered us white chocolate mochas with caramel... lol and they wrote our names on the cups and we accidentally got eachothers. we talked for hours and never was there a dull moment. he offered me his jacket and he made me go inside after 10 minutes because he didnt want me to be cold. hes just so amazing. we have so much in common yet we balance each other out. and he has the most beautiful blue eyes. i could get lost in those. but the weird thing is, is that when i first got there i didnt give him a hug he gave me one first... it was one handed but still sweet. but then when he left he gave me not one but two bear hugs and said that he wished he could come back sooner. im gunna miss that boy... he's gunna be spending from tomorrow at 4.00 pm - january 4th in colorado with his family and in the baja penninsula & mexico. well i <3 him... and i couldnt be happier.
p.s. he hates ford's too!
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The answers to last entry.... enjoy :)
1. anywhere - 112
2. oh na na na - oobie
3. bump and grind- r kelly
4. awnaw- nappy roots
5. let's get married- jagged edge
6. freak me- silk
7. pony- ginuwine
8. role play- ginuwine
9.makin good love- avant
10. nice n slow- usher
okay and now for some updates in my life.... umm will and i were supposed to go out this week to see ocean's 12 but the poor baby was just too busy and sick. so on thursday i went shopping in attempt to find the perfect outfit for my dad's Christmas party on Friday. and lets just say i found it. so yes i did go to the fm vs verot game and yes we did lose... laddi damn dah. anyways it was fun i got to hang out with my girl zoe. shes so awesome and she understands "dance talk". lol. anyways after that i drove home all by myself. it was fun. Then on Friday i went to work from 11-3 and i got to do my first biopsy injectoral test. it was alot of fun. im learning sooo much and i get to assist in surgeries; its amazing. then afterwards i took myself to burger king because 2 hours in surgery just makes you soo hungry. then i went home and jumped in the shower because we had to leave at 6.30. i called aida and told her to get dressed to come with me... and we got there and she gave me my present to put in the car and is all like"i hope you love you shirt! OH SHIT I MEANT PRESENT!" haha it was great but all is forgiven because the shirt is JUICY COUTURE! and i <3 it sooo much. anyways so we walk into this Hyatt place and it is like all marble and diamonds... amazing. it was just so high class i was like wow should i be here? it was like a scene straight out of the o.c's black and white affairs. and so we went up to the bar and camden greeted us... what a sweet guy... not to mention hott.. not to mention will's best friend.. lol but him and mayleen. whatever. so we then ordered drinks and went to the dining room thing for dinner. it was so effing hilarious. Rod kept trying to get me to dance and play piano.... oh and aida and i went to the bathroom adn some lady put her drink down and i dared aida to drink it but teh bitch takes it and we run (in hells mind you ) and we down that bitch. Rod was like hey is that the same drink?? lol then they gave us flutes of champagne. they kept talking to me about will and made me miss hims oo much... so aida and i went to see him today and he's sick.... my poor baby is sick. aww i should be his nurse ;) and he leaves for home soon (Colorado) so he's calling me tomorrow then on Monday we're going out for coffee...probably on 5th avenue in naples. yah baby. ahh i miss him already... he gives great hugs and he was tired so i feel bad. anyways i then came home and ate and took aida home. now im here. oh by the way dont ask me any fucking details about my life because you are no longer apart of it. you randomly come up to me asking what i did with so and so and actually expect me to tell you... oops im sorry did you actually think i would. looks like you cant be all that nosy after all. and if you ask me "is it me?" the answer will be yes. love to all. oh and probaby a new years party at camden and will's house on the naples bay.
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| SEX MUSIC ... no cheating |
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okay i have a thing for sex music... otherwise known as r&b... i love it! anyways ill be damned if any of you can do these without googling or looking them up... be fair! and if a guy gets any of these... he's my new fuck buddy.... haha jk... i think
#1 I can love you in the shower ,Both of our bodies dripping wet .On the patio we can make a night you won't forget ;On the kitchen floor As I softly pull your hair
#2 I'm so horny and I want you to fuck me,I'm tired of masturbating got my body shaking no orgasm faking with me.I hope you're ready for love, cause I got more than enough .Come bust a beautiful nut up on me
#3 My minds telling me no but my body my body's telling me yeah baby i dont want to hurt nobody but there is something that i must confess to you...
#4Them country boys on the rise With them big fat wheels on the side, Peep them vertical grills on the ride.
And awww-aw-aww-aw Them country boys With them big fat wheels. Peep the vertical grills And awwwww
#5 Meet me at the alter in your white dress .We ain't getting no younger we might as well do it .But still you are the wild girl I must confess ...
#6 let me lick you up and down, till you say stop. let me play with your body baby... make you feel hott.
#7 I'm just a bachelor.I'm looking for a partner,Someone who knows how to rideWithout even falling off
#8 Come right in and take off your skirt.Sit right down and let 'G' go to work
'Cause, being my patient has its perks.Come and show the doctor exactly where it hurts.You say the pain ,it hurts right there .So come and lay it down right over here.You see with me, the fun will never end;Playin' my little game of roleplay pretend.
#9 I got your legs spread all over the bed,hands clenched in the sheets;hair wild as hell. I knowthe only thing on your mind is sexin me.girl I can feel your temperature rising,you should feel my nature too.come on it's gonna be a bumpy ride ;girl lets do what we came to do
#10- 7 o clock on the dot, im in my drop top cruisin the streets. ive got a real pretty pretty little thing thats waiting for me... pull up, anticipating good love, dont keep me waiting... ive got plans to put my hands in places ive never seen..
p.s. i <3 will
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| what is love? |
[11 Dec 2004|07:59pm] |
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well i did that little quiz thing and i got "guys are love" but everyone is cheating and changing theirs so im gunna change mine too. because i want to.
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well on friday it was quite possibly the best day of my life! In spanish,david and i took on Brett and nicole in a bet for scrabble... and by sheer chance i picked the one letter 'd' we all wanted and won the 284 pt word... therefore getting a total of like 365 points... setting scrabble history! it was amazing,and i honestly didnt know i had that much luck. then towards the end of the day it kept getting suckier... especially in art... i was getting really mad at mrs. bronstead otherwise known as ass fucker... she pissed me off so i ripped up my papers in her face and whispered fuck you... grabbed my ringing phone that was screaming at me that i had a message and left. on teh way out i checked it and immediately was soothed by Will's voice... it went a little something like this "hey reena, its will. i was just calling to say hi and um dont worry about yesterday you didnt get me in trouble thats just eric the manager he just crazy like that, he likes to make people think they're in the way or whatever and he's just a weird guy so dont worry about that at all. i hope your having a good day and i guess ill talk to you later, im going in to work as always. hope you have a good night. bye." what a cutie pie... the message was left at 2:10. so the next day at 2:10 or so i called him and left him a little message. hmm well then i went to the concert and aida spotted him and i got to watch him the whole time without him seeing me... the guards wouldnt let me on the floor so i couldnt go hug my will! i felt sad. i saw him singing "melt" and he is so effing adorable. well afterwards i texted him. it was cute... then suddenly ..."ive waited all my life to cross this line...to the only thing thats true, so i will not hide it's time to try, anything to be with you... all my life ive waited, this is true." so i pick up and its him! he called me. and we talked for a little while and he said he really wanted to see me at the concert and he was going to strabucks with camden right then. *sighs* he is so cute so he told me he wanted to see me soon and so i said that monday id stop by his work... and he said "sounds good". okay so its official... im falling...and fast. <333 omg and it was so weird because last year i was pissed that i couldnt go to the concert because my fave song was gunna be played "im moving on." lots of sentimental feeling... and they played it!!!
so today aida went home and lauren padula came over to make our three kings bread for spanish... took 5 hours and looks delicious. well now im here talking to you lovely people. i guess we'll see what happens... as the world turns.
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| the BIG BREAK |
[29 Nov 2004|06:11pm] |
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okay people so its been a while... along while and as pathetic as my journal can be you're still sitting here reading it. thats just pretty damn peachy if u ask me. i think that this break was long over due and if more time passes like that before we have a break then i wont be there next monday. its too much for me. well monday i went to the mall and saw will <333! then wednesday was my day off and i'm pretty sure i did nothing... aida slept over! thursday she got picked up and i didnt feel well. ate then came home. friday went to the mall to see will... and the abercrombie model.. although he could be one. ugh that kid makes me smile so big. if you met him you'd fall in love which is why u musn't meet him. so he said he was going to call me to wish me a happy thanksgiving when he left rod's mom's house which is conveniently across the golf course but he couldnt risk waking me... he is soo sweet. then on saturday i got my hair colored and cut... then i went over to aida's and someone else was there. no names. suddenly on sunday i woke up with a hickey! my mom found it... not cool. didnt go to school today because i was soooooo sick. oh welll. lots of love!!
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| a change in the rapids |
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today quite possibly was the best evening in a long time! i left school early for a drs. appt and then my mom took me shopping... i bought a swavorski crystal ( blue), the new simple plan cd, a rotator light for my unicorn crystal glass, and an abercrombie shirt... yes i did run into will and he is officially the sweetest guy ever.... he asked me out on a date! good ol old fashion. gotta love him. and this time he swears to call. <33
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| half way inside my head |
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(5:50 am) musical ring tone of “I believe in a thing called love- the darkness”. Suddenly I find myself thrashing about trying to grovel for my phone in order to answer the usual call, from who else but my mother. If the call remains unanswered I run the risk of my door being broken down just so that they are “sure” I’m awake. “Reena… good morning are u awake??” I am now thanks a lot bitch. “Of course.” Hang up on her, hang up on her! “Okay well get dresse…” click. Mission accomplished. What seems like three seconds later… ringing again? God what a bitch. “WHAT?” “Don’t talk to me like that… did you know its 6.00?” no im oblivious to the world… just because I was sleeping doesn’t mean im dumb.. “I have a clock ya know”. Click. God just leave me the fuck alone. Now I know why I change ring tones so often… they all mean misery. I wish I could change my number and not tell her about it.
25 minutes and 8 times of her staring at me oddly for my smart ass remarks and her saying “I never thought ud become this person...” and me going “suuuure” later, I’m at school…. my second hell on earth. Before now I never knew what it was like to wake up mad. “Have a nice day, I love you!”….”loveya bye.” Door slams. I walk wearily up the stairs and take a left… already I can hear people yelling about penises and other obnoxious things. God someone lend me a pistol! I walk myself down to chemistry now aware of the fact I look like shit. I have a seat and the fun begins. Im not even gunna touch this one… lets pretend you know what happens. Suddenly im in Spanish and my desk is gyrating because Nicole arend has a nervous problem… twenty seconds after I can no longer feel my ass I shoot her a dirty look. Suddenly gyrating stops. … I didn’t even have to say please. Math! Oh yes my fucking joy! Whatever. I read my book the whole time.. air horn sounds… that’s the school’s way of training us to go to the next class although somehow I brace myself for a ship to come through the mother fucking wall each time. Off to lunch… I put my shit down and by the time I come back… no room. Hmm bitches… okay so I sit by myself… “reena, honey come sit with us we’ll make room.” Shove it up your no longer tight ass you slut fuck! “umm no thanks I’m fine.” “no seriously.” Ask me one more fucking time and im coming over there and u wont like it… nor will you look the same when im done. “no really…fuck off.” The rest of the day cant go any slower. I feel as though time is being kept by molasses. Everyone talking far too slow and not moving out of my way fast enough. Suddenly im in art class painting what once was Salvador dali’s masterpiece. People must learn to keep sharp objects away from me because im starting to get the urge to lash at it… I hate it soo much… some girl comes up to me …. “ is that jesus??” no fuck face its santa. “umm yeah?”. “ohh are u gunna cut his face out and let people pose?” “ umm are u by any chance atheist??” she leaves… finally! I finish reading my book and am disappointed by the fact it actually ends.
27 minutes and 36 times of telling Raelyn to turn the radio the fuck down… later I find myself at home. Super. “how was your day?” “ umm about as pleasurable as a root canal although I would have rather had that because they give you drugs!” feel my mothers eyes burning through my skin.. I laugh silently… ahha she probably thinks I do drugs now… super! “well there must be a reason..” no shit Sherlock! “yeah okay.” Dorr slams behind me. What to do? Kill myself maybe? Lol shawn linden said suicide is like telling God… “you can’t fire me I already quit.” I found it humerous… will needs to call me. Im gunna go and resume my petty life.
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ugh my family is so annoying.. theyre all tight fisted sons of bitched with a never ending power struggle. stop yelling at me you faggots!! okay to my very special someone.......... thanks so much for last night.... it was amazing especially that one time where you ... ya know... i <3 you!! we should do it again sometime... by the way are my panties in your truck?? haha jkjk.. you know who you are. holla back playaz... saw will this weekend... twice.. what a cutie pie i love him! not for real but you know. my parents suck. i want to hit them
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| Hmmm |
[10 Nov 2004|05:36pm] |
nothin really new lately... sometimes it gets annoying... the same tired ass shit over and over again. its official... mr. stejskal hates me... for the past three days i have been called to his office at least once to talk about something or another. i just wish they would all get off my back about everything. im sick :( my head hurts and so does my throat... just over all yickies! the ironing lady is over because my mom is really nto feeling well. ugh my family and health just doesnt mix. lol. will hasnt called me and i really wish he would... i want to talk to him sooo BAD. WHY DO WE HAVE SCHOOL TOMORROW? does out school have no honor for the veterans? go fucking figure... i swear ms. ob also has about 1000 candy canes stuck up her ass... she is so cold hearted! i bet the first thing she does whan she gets home is kick her dog. what a sick fuck. love yah!
reena
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| a day in the life |
[06 Nov 2004|09:33pm] |
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okay so yesterday i went to school which was pretty much mediocre. i hate mediocre but i must learn to appreciate the not bad days lol. so my mom and raelyn and ruben came up stairs to the art room where im working on a salvador dali mural for the school ( check it out ) to see the charcoal i did of my nephew ruben. they immediately fell in love and for once, they were proud of something that was a product of my imagination. anyhow so we went to dinner at shells... daddy's treat. it was nice. we dropped him off at home because he had a car show to go to then us girls... and ruben of course went to pick up aida and then go to the mall to shop for cute warm football game clothes where we in turn almost get kicked out for changing in the dressing rooms. it resulted in me looking like a snow queen... without a bra... long story dont ask. ehh couldve had a better time... im so tired of the opposite sex pretending i dont exist. it would be nice if maybe just maybe once in a while they would think im pretty. oh well not much i can do. on a happier note me aida katie and alicia all went back to katies where we had the best time laughing ever! i love them sooooooo much. today i cleaned and aida and i ate and went to the mall with my sister. i saw WILL!!!!! he's my dad's best friends, son's best friend. okay so my dad has a friend named rod ashmore... who has a son named camden.. camden's roomate and best friend is will... got it? lol he works ar abercrombie and i saw him there. we talked for a long time. he got my number... through my sister. he;s in college. FGCU to be exact. a truly sweet boy. AND HE'S RELIGIOUS!!! how hott is that? hope he calls... i got pjs there and a tiny little sleep shirt that says "never a silent night" i love it. also bought matching boy shorts that are the new hottest thing because your butt barely hangs out... leaves it up to the imagination... classiness right there lol. anyways... will makes me feel pretty. just teh way he looks at me and smiles ... keep in mind im not wearing makeup. i know i dont know him very well at all but i can tell its a good one. much love. church tomorrow... go and pray for a person that broke your heart... new one each week. possibly each day
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im so annoyed lately.. in case ive been an uber bitch heres why. im in the process of being taken off a medication that has just about ruined my life... no im not a druggy... it was prescribed to me. it has bad side affects and im really sick right now... just like pray or something. love to all
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[23 Oct 2004|12:46pm] |
i love music... truely i do. sometimes i hear a song and im like "damn why didnt i think of that." anyhow never have i embodied such a flagrant passion of hatred for the stupid song called "leave get out" by jo jo? okay first off no. just no. secondly why? why would you even torture us like that. a thirteen year old talking about love and getting hurt by a man who cheated on her? ah yes once again record companies are completely accurate. what the hell? ugh shes just like that one country singer ... god whats her name... she sings im here for the party and im a redneck woman? GRETCHEN WILSON! got it. well my point is that they will always have the same level of vocal performance. same with that amanda perez chick. all the songs sound the same. b103.9 just has gone to an ultimate low with music. i love rap. but 24-7 a guy screaming to me how he wants me to "shake my ass and watch myself" is not my idea of the occasional love song. sorry if i disturbed you.
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hey there america.... havent updated in what seems like forever... i really dont have much time to do anything. but thats not my point. i wonder who actually reads this, takes their time to be on the outside of my life and look in; to know what im thiking for just a brief moment in time. well i hate to spoil it but if predicatbility is what you're looking for... the only type of that with me is that im predictably unpredictable. so sorry if i dissappointed you, although im used to being a disappointment especially to my parents. my mom says "im gunna tell your dad.." well gee mom im sorry you think i should fear my very own flesh and blood... he doesnt pose a threat to me... not anymore anyways. its amazing how when they dont hide behind the bottle... they can actually see. but i mean he doesnt do that anymore... thank god. anyhow i havent seen him in about 5 days... seriously hes always working at the shop or at work. we left with the swim team on friday and my mom and i got lost... only i wish someone would have told us that lol. we were almost to vero beach and i kept saying "hey mo why do we keep heading east... i can hear waves!" but noo she didnt listen. let me tell you i have never seen so many pastures in my life... field after field.. and to my own dismay... not a cowboy insight! ugh what a way to ruin my fun. i did come across a few firemen though! yess. lol the car ride was actually fun... my mom can be so awesome sometimes. you know her and her craziness. anyhow we all had fun at the hotel although i was freezing i made sure not to complain. i got my blanket and i even shared... i like never share lol i must have skipped that day in kindergarden. oh well im learning. it was fun and interesting... very interesting. guess we couldnt make the strip polker happen guys... what a shame. lol. love to all the swimmers. now im sitting here thinking to myself what to do next.. get a homecoming date maybe... lol if only someone would ask. hmm anyways im gunna go make some phone calls. now that swimming isover i get to dance again and that makes me sooo happy! so u guys if you want to watch me shake it then come watch! lol jk jk ... unless you wanna.
heres to you
reena <3
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